When I was in my teens, I used to...

[bathingsuitbunny]

I was a very skinny white kid with blonde hair in a undercut, blue eyes, and despite being super-shy, I did so many daring things as I became aware of my blossoming (it had already budded, thanks to a predator of an aunt/cousin) sexuality.

I would frequently go into the many trails into the woods all over my hometown, to find a spot no one would see me, and get the rush of undressing and being naked in the less predictable outdoors. I loved the rush of potentially being caught; at that age i had no idea most adults probably would have taken advantage of me sexually, lest I get in trouble...

No one ever came by. I found the Best spot at the end of the trail... like perfect beach sand dunes, high as houses. you could jump, somersault, roll, backflip n it was a soft warm landing. Rarely did I resist the urge to masturbate too long on these Very frequent excursions....sometimes I did it two or 3 times a day. it did not take long for me to cum. Back before I could get the foreskin down my head even a tiny bit; it hurt so bad when I tried to roll it down at this precocious adolescent age.

I remember how thick and pure white those early ejaculations were.... ussually I did it in the bath on bath night, and have to deal with my waterlogged cum sticking all over my body. As soon as I came I immediately regretted my nakedness and dressed n got out as fast as I could.

I was poor as hell. I wore the most ill fitting clothes. However that summer I found a pair of swim shorts that approximated a lot of skin showing. This was nice because I couldn't afford a f'ng thing, all i had were hand me downs. NEVER had a speedo suit in those boxes.

I cant remember a time when I wasnt totally turned on by wearing a speedo suit likely because of my lifelong attraction to girls in one piece suits. I always felt jealous they got to have there whole legs bare and wrapped tight. So that led to my desire to wear the same kind of suit.

Honestly I must have masturbated to the pictures of the girls my age in the Sears catalog posing in one pieces a hundred times 1 summer. I still go nuts for a regular X-back the rides up the butt enough to bare all leg, thigh and bottom-butt cheek. Boobs never caught my attention. It was all waist down, including bare feet. At like such a young age, too.

I remember spending the whole summer in a pair of shorts like day glo, that were SO baggy, but cut SO short. The drawstrings & the netting. I would gleefully contort my body playing outside, inside. Upside down, legs split. Putting them up in the air and opening n closing them. Trying to contort myself like a gymnast girl--my body--I was aware of my barely-there blonde body hair. I had the body of a skinny girl. With small feet too boot. And I reveled in it in that suit!

I had a lot of friends in the neighborhood. In 92, my best friend P. and his dads gf's son Mikey introduced me to porn, and in the same evening, thrills of the dangerous kind from friends... We went into his room and stripped nude; P demonstrated a lust for his junior stepbrothers small, but swelled, cock. He lapped at it with his tongue for a bit. It was my turn, and I laid on the bed, he put my soft christmas light of a penis in his mouth, and instantly I started peeing! We all laughed believe it or not. Then he tried to pee on me! That was actually a lot of fun.

Later on me and Mikey would find a few times to have primitive sex, but it felt Amazing at the time. It was simplygetting naked under the blanket on the couch , tummies down, so the boy on top would have his weiner right between the lowers naked buns. We would lock legs and rub our bare toes together, rocking back and forth. I didnt orgasm but the sensation was so satisfactory I still want to do it from time to time.

To Be Continued.

Coming up: stealing one-piece bathing suits from different friends' sisters, the sensation finally felt...sex games with other neighbor friends...the few times girls were around...Native family moves in with a girl a year junior and 1 my age, her cousin...

ALSO: Best Swim Trips... between friends pools, the beaches, and the frequent field trips to go swimming in G7-G8... so much excitement as 11 to 12 to 13... my blown opportunities for sex due to shyness and kind of a fetishization of unattractive girls having sexual appeal to me moreso than pretty ones...


-The first times I had contact with a girl , was in a pool , she was a grade below me and had come back from beating cancer. Her hair was just starting to grow back. I could not swim well at all and she insisted on helping . I was shy n scared of what my friends would think, but she persisted and was extremely hands on helpful, basically moving my arms & legsfor me to show proper motion...which I did not get.

She offered me to piggyback on her---so imasculating! She bent over , her suit half tucked up her butt... She had to beg me to basically press my weiner in there, while she grabbed my legs and had me wrap her waist. I was too shy to get aroused but the memory lived on. Did she feel my shaft pressed between her two actually chubby buns in the mega-thin lycra of lil miss' swimwear of the day...?

Ah! Cramp. To be continued.

Future highlights----Lots and lots of animalistic POF hookups of all ages
---Hanging out with women high through the night talking loudly of sex acts
only to find she had a daughter. Three diff times 3 diff women : P
---No inhibition speedo sex with a nimble 20 something bi-boi
---Living with so many diff women , relatives of gfs , losing inhibition and
just going far enough, justifiably speaking, re: summer house wear, interest in gymnastics & yoga, very detailed dirty talk and loud wet sex when It was least appropriate with said gf's
---Trying n buying speedo suits @ outlet stores
---Seducing my hairdresser in her early 60s with speedo pics
---quarantined in a sweltering 1-bed apt with a kind of sexually-bent woman i was seeing and her two nieces for 2 weeks in the summer;
---Moving in with my 18-year old gf's dad, when I was past 26, and occupying the room across the hall and the things he heard me ask of his daughter, of her willingness to try anything in bed, and the detailed descriptions of the actions playing out between moans and the squishing of sweat, precum, pussy juice, and her chubby young nubil-ity



The senses are overwhelmed as I introduce a shy overweight (but pretty, clean, and NEEDING IT) Twenty-Six year old virgin with a thing for me in a speedo , to very sensual acts of foreplay, forcing her to expose it all to me...in light, spread, her entire body licked and kissed by me, from her neck to her fingers sucked, down her tummy over her soaked cotton panties, to her barefeet, back up to her thighs finally zeroing on her panties (which I LOVE to slide off slowly, off legs, down toes...the entire crotch has accumulated enough of her wet to make it more of a consitency of mayonaise, and a pure raw but horny-musky vaginal odor that once made me ejaculate scent-alone)