What to wear?

[sebbie]

Dylan has been doing a lot of thinking lately, both about where his live has gone as a guy so far and where it appears to be headed now that he is officially a young adult in college.

Ever since the dawn of puberty, maybe even a bit before, Dylan was always fascinated by clothing that fit him snug in the groin. It is at puberty that most guys quickly learn that rubbing and stroking their penises feels really good, and this quickly morphs into a situation whereby a guy discovers that there are a nearly endless variety of pleasant sensations that are possible. Dylan quickly tended to look at this somewhat philosophically, in that a guy’s penis is capable of giving back an entire lifetime of ever new and fascinating sensations. Dylan had always thought that his understanding of all of this must be unique among his male friends the same or similar age. Dylan noticed that most of his guy friends at age 13 or 14 quickly become focused on girls their age. But in Dylan’s case at least he did not exactly feel what must have been a strong tug that was affecting how his male friends acted and what their interests appeared to be.

Dylan had always been a quiet, studious and serious kid and some of the things that his buddies were talking about, and if they dared, doing, didn’t seem to have that much appeal to him. But Dylan’s groin area was capable of giving him back some very powerful sensations under certain circumstances, circumstances that Dylan had kept quiet about during all of his high school years.

It’s funny how all of this has developed for Dylan. Once a guy figures out the pleasure to be had just by rubbing and stroking one’s own penis, a guy quickly figures out that there are certain items of clothing that can “accidentally” help along with the same thing. I suppose the first clothing item that guys that age soon discover is snug-fitting cotton brief underwear, often known as “tighty whiteys”. Dylan loved wearing these, but also as a teenager constantly worried that if he got too “carried away” so to speak, he would end up with an erection in a place where for a host of different reasons, it was not appropriate to have an erection. As a young high school student, Dylan noticed at the gym that most of the guys his age had switched over to wearing loose-fitting cotton boxers. Dylan surmised that this was because his male buddies were equally concerned about the possibility of ending up with a giant erection at some inopportune place or time, and that the snugger the fit, the greater those odds were. Dylan surmised that this was what was really going on in the heads of his buddies, but, like nearly all guys his age, Dylan never dared raise the subject with them for fear of the consequences should they take what he was asking the wrong way.

Of course, growing up, Dylan’s body was growing as well, which meant that the clothing Dylan had worn comfortably only a year or so ago was suddenly fitting quite snug. This particularly applied to his cotton briefs. Interestingly, Dylan had a special spot in a bottom dresser drawer back home where he kept pairs of tighty whiteys that, quite frankly, he realized he had outgrown. Dylan at an early age discovered that these were still quite useful to keep around, as the pairs with the tightest and snuggest fit were helpful “aids” in jerking off. So Dylan had what might be called a special collection of clothing items that he enjoyed masturbating into. Dylan surmised that his buddies might be enjoying the same ideas or at least something similar, but, of course, he never dared ask.

Then there were the jeans. Dylan knew that a snug-fitting pair of jeans could have some of the same effects, and, indeed, the combination of an overly snug pair of tighty whiteys could be, well, really fun. Dylan loved to look at himself in the mirror as he pulled on his favorite pair of old briefs, along with a pair of jeans that only recently fit him OK. The combination of the two really sent him off into another world.

So, now Dylan is a 19 y/o college student. Dylan has discovered something that up until now he had only speculated about—that guys actually go out and make purchases of specific snug-fitting clothing items with an eye toward finding the specific items that would be most fun to jerk off in. Dylan has gotten a huge “education” about all of this from Bill and Joe, and for that matter, from Tony and Donovan. What Dylan purchased in the Amazon® order was a huge move forward (or perhaps, backward) in this regard. There is suddenly all sorts of stuff going on in Dylan’s brain and body that Dylan had not experienced as a lowly high school student.

Dylan is excited, if you know what I am saying, but also a little scared. For starters, how much of this has Josh figured out with respect to exactly what is going on? Is Dylan messing around with stuff that is basically “gay” or can a guy continue to claim to be straight even as he enjoys all this stuff? What is Josh REALLY making of all of this? Is Josh starting to interpret this all as a form of gay behavior? Does Josh find it in some way interesting to see Dylan wearing his new garb? Josh SEEMS OK with what Dylan is doing, but is that really the case? What happens if Dylan ends up enjoying himself “too much”? Does that mean he is no longer straight?

And what if Josh buys some clothing items of his own? Can Dylan in any way admit to being turned on by helping Josh to do that? Bill and Joe are pretty obviously each turned on simply by observing what the other one is doing, but should that mean that Bill and Joe are actually gay and somehow no longer even interested in dating girls? And what about if Josh decides to try on his new items in the dorm room right front of Dylan? Should Dylan run and hide instead? Will Josh be OK with Dylan watching him? What happens if Dylan starts to get an erection just watching Josh?

Lots of interesting and complicated questions that need to be answered, for sure.

To be continued…

[sebbie]

Dylan got up this morning, feeling, well, more than a little horny. What exactly was going on with his body last night seems to be in something of a foggy haze. He slept through the night OK, pretty much, but this morning he recalls, if somewhat vaguely, moments (he thinks might have been around 2:30 AM) where he had what can only be described in his mind as a massive male erection. He doesn’t recall ejaculating at all during the night, and there are no tell-tale stains either on his bed-time clothing or the sheets that would provide any sort of clear evidence that he did. Despite having a big hard-on during the night, he must have held everything in.

Now Dylan knows all about the so-called nocturnal emissions, often referred to as wet dreams. But Dylan had neither a nocturnal emission nor, as he can recall, anything like a wet dream during the night. Still, Dylan knew that something was going on inside his body last night, something that could end up being embarrassing, but also offering him up a whole lot of pleasant feelings and sensations.

Dylan has had these experiences before. He has learned that in the morning, he feels one way if, during the night, he ejaculated in his bed, but psychologically quite different if there was just one or more erections, maybe big erections that did not somehow conclude with puddles of ejaculate. If the ejaculation happened during the night, usually Dylan wakes up in the morning feeling anything but horny. If anything, he awakens feeling a little tired. Maybe a better term would be exhausted. But, if the one or more serious erections occurred during the night that did not lead to ejaculation, he wakes up feeling horny, and seemingly his mind is almost totally preoccupied thinking about his private parts. Dylan always has thought that these two experiences were more than a little odd, but since he went into puberty, he has somehow learned a little about how to deal with all of this.

Dylan realizes that a nocturnal emission is actually something of a tension reliever the next morning, but somehow he wakes up not quite feeling as energetic as he does if the ejaculation did not happen. Dylan at some level also realizes that a lot of guys in his “unresolved” condition will wake up very focused on thinking about females, and in particular female private parts. But Dylan, at least this morning, is not there to the degree that he senses that some of his male friends get when faced with the exact same situation. Dylan is more nearly focused on his own private parts.

But there is more going on in Dylan’s brain than that. Ever since he got the Amazon order with all the stuff in it, he cannot help thinking about how his body would feel wearing each of the various items.

Dylan has a rather slender body, and he owns a couple pairs of the currently fashionable skinny jeans that he likes to wear to his classes. One of the pairs fits particularly tight and snug on Dylan’s frame. The waist size is 29 inches on those, an inch smaller than Dylan normally wears. But the jeans fit Dylan well, quite snug through his thighs and over his butt, with a nice low rise too. Dylan starts to pre cum just thinking about all of this. If Dylan is pre-cumming already just thinking about those jeans, that is more than ample evidence that he is feeling pretty horny.

Dylan starts to thinking about all the items he has from the order, and whether this might be the morning to wear one of the items to class under the skinny jeans, of course. A horny condition as Dylan is in with the lack of resolution during the night makes Dylan think about this possibility more and more intently. But which item?

Well, the strap with the cup is certainly a possibility. Dylan likes the strap and cup a lot but worries that this option may be a little too over the top at least on the first day of trying this scheme. For starters, the jeans may fit so tight that it would be obvious to others that there is something, namely the cup, right under the jeans. And what if he needs to pee? How does he deal with the cup standing at the urinal in the men’s restroom?

Naw, the first time at this needs to be a bit more subtle. The tiny little Desmiit swim brief, maybe? That is certainly a possibility, but maybe that is going overboard in the opposite direction of being a bit two subtle given how Dylan is feeling this morning.

A third possibility is the little Desmiit thong. Dylan knows that the thong is good at pressing his private parts up and forward. That outline under the jeans may make it appear that Dylan is “well endowed”, but not oddly so. And, at the restroom urinal he can just pull his penis out over the waistband of the little thong. Then there is that little strap between his butt cheeks which is certainly going to “capture his attention” in various ways as he walks off to class.

Dylan grabs the thong and puts it on. He pulls on those snug little jeans over. Wow! A great feeling with both items taken together. Dylan does not want the horny sensations to be so strong that he goes into full-scale ejaculation mode while listening to the classroom lecture. But he does not want to lose that terrific horny feeling that has occupied his mind and body since he awakened this morning either. This combination seems perfect.

Dylan pulls on tee shirt with a sweatshirt over. And he is off to class, still feeling horny as all get out.

To be continued….

[sebbie]

Dylan makes it to class, and finds his seat in the lecture hall, but he finds it difficult to keep his mind focused on the lecture in front of him. Dylan begins to think that it might have not been the brainiest idea to go off to class in the state of horniness he was in, without relieving himself first. Still, had he done that so late in the morning, he knew he would have likely felt sluggish and drained all day long. If you must relieve yourself, better to do that just before bedtime, so you have the night to recover.

Dylan’s choice of clothing to wear to class only makes his struggle with himself that much worse to bear. To be sure, Dylan is enjoying himself, very much so, but he is facing a problem not unlike what he faced when he was much younger, only 13 or 14 years old. At that point in time he was in near constant agony over the prospect of going into a full-scale ejaculation mode at a very inopportune time, place or both. Of course, that worry is nearly a constant source of agony for guys that age, but Dylan realizes that he is 19 years old now, and his mind and body should be far enough along in development such that he has developed enough control such that the problem is no longer a big concern, if at all.

Dylan has reached a point in his life where he greatly enjoys playing with his body in this regard, but what he did is, at least to a degree, pushing the limits for him. In some ways, Dylan thinks it is fun to try and press the limits right up to the edge, and then figuring out exactly when and how he needs to back off from going over the edge. However interesting this is, Dylan on occasion has been known to not always have his timing down exactly. The urge to ejaculate, on occasion, can be overwhelming, especially if a guy is messing around with himself on the very edge of going off. Sometimes, it is no longer possible to back off, even if the guy thinks he has developed a high degree of control over when he ejaculates that he did not have only a few years earlier.

Dylan has no one to blame but himself for the situation he now finds himself in. The thong underwear he chose to wear under those snug-fitting skinny jeans poses an interesting problem. The guys who wear thong underwear regularly, if not every day, probably eventually get “used” to the unique thong sensations from the snug pouch, the perineum area just behind the scrotum, and the rear band riding up between the butt cheeks, but for Dylan, having only tried on the underwear a time or two before, and in the privacy of his dorm room, all these sensations are still quite new and what might best be termed, “novel” to Dylan’s body. Dylan’s mind keeps getting dragged into what he is feeling and experiencing down there as the thong tugs on all sorts of places Dylan never knew before were sensitive and, for want of a better word, sexually “active.”

In this kind of a situation, Dylan’s body parts react to these new feelings and sensations the only way they know how. Furthermore, it didn’t help for Dylan to wear his tightest and snuggest pair of skinny jeans over the thong. Dylan is primarily concerned now that

1. The thong pouch is tiny compared to the pouch and absorbent cloth in any of his other non-thong underwear. So if he does go over the edge, there is little cloth to absorb any of the ejaculate, which is going to end up on his jeans.

2. The snug fit of the jeans that fit tightly against the pouch of the thong only add to the dilemma, making it all almost certain that there is going to be a very large wet spot right on the fly of his jeans.

At this point Dylan must avoid going over the edge and into full-scale ejaculation mode if at all possible, because the downside of a full-blown ejaculation is just too messy to even contemplate. I suppose one way of dealing with the situation at hand is to try and focus his mind on the lecture if he possibly can. But Dylan is now at the point where he is once again experiencing the same sensations, feelings and fears as he did as a 14-year old.

Penises do what penises do. Penises greatly enjoy being in confined spaces, and when they are in such a situation, they reward their owners with the most wonderful feelings and sensations. Penises have a remarkable ability to work their magic in whatever space they are given to expand. Penises love to grow in size to the point where they are pressing against all sides of whatever contains them. Dylan knows that, and part of Dylan’s fascination with the thong underwear and, for that matter, with the skinny jeans both of which give Dylan’s penis only a very limited space. As the penis comes in contact with the walls of what is confining it, it emanates the most sensational of feelings in Dylan’s brain. Dylan knows this, and that in large measure is how he got himself in the predicament he is now in.

To be continued…

[sebbie]

Dylan is thinking about all sorts of weighty stuff related to exactly what it means to be an adult male. Taking on a serious relationship with partner sex has many issues for any guy of any age, but particularly has a lot of down-sides for a 19-year old college freshman. But what is a guy like Dylan supposed to do? Practical solutions are few and far between to the problem of male hormones circulating and intentional and unintentional erections occurring, sometimes seemingly almost relentlessly, not only at night (aka wet dreams) but often during the day as well.

Males learn at a very early age that penises greatly enjoy being contained within a confined space, and oftentimes the snugger, the better. It is only somewhat later in life that it probably occurs to them that this is largely because the female vagina is the ultimate confined space for a male penis to be confined in, at least for straight guys. Dylan, at age 19, fully realizes all of this. It’s a basic biological issue not only for all humans, but for virtually all mammals in general. A driving force of nature focused on continuing the species. If a male of any species has any interest in sex at all, its all about getting the penis into a snug-fitting contained space. Dylan realizes that this is not only his problem or issue, but that each 19-year old college freshman is attempting to navigate while dealing with this erotic desire in his own way. Dylan also fully realizes that some of the guys have worked out paths that seem to be more successful in the short term than others, while others just seem to be just muddling along in trying to deal with their thoughts and feelings. The world for 19-year old college freshmen is pretty weird in this regard.

Any post-pubescent teen has, of necessity, developed a plan for dealing with these new-found sensations and feelings, a plan that typically involves solo sex (aka masturbation) on a regular basis. Guys quickly learn that this is something they should not be done in the view of family members, let alone, male peers, and in order to do this, at least during waking hours, requires a degree of privacy. Getting the necessary privacy for any significant length of time can be very difficult. What if a family member should wander in while you are “doing it”? This would be very embarrassing and difficult for a teen male. Young teen guys quickly learn how to move from an initial arousal state to ejaculation in a short period of time in order to limit the possibility of being “discovered”.

But being a college freshman in a not-very-roomy double room with another 19-year old male presents an all-new set of issues for Dylan. A 19-year old guy’s masturbation scheme is usually as closely guarded as any piece of personal information can be guarded. But now Dylan is dealing almost constantly with Josh, a good guy, but in the room a lot of time. How does Josh deal with the same issues as those affecting Dylan? Some college males seem to think that their roommates will be much more socially and sexually active with females and have male-female partner sex on weekend “dates that typically occur on Friday and Saturday nights. Then, presumably, the roommate can somehow make it through another week without masturbating. Dylan knows this is a foolish assumption on all sorts of levels. A 19-year old guy is a whole lot hornier than that and needs to “relieve himself” on a much more frequent basis than once every weekend, but, under the circumstances, how and when?

Dylan has learned a lot from Bill and Joe relating specifically to the entire issue of how the right pieces of clothing can make solo sex a lot more fun than plain old masturbation. As Dylan sits in his lecture wearing his male thong and skinny jeans, he is experiencing some of this first hand. Let’s assume that Dylan makes it through the lecture without ejaculating, however tough that might be. His situation sitting in the classroom is quite interesting. Remember that young teens lean to go from initial arousal to ejaculation quickly was a learned skill. But now Dylan is into a situation where he is way horny, and he is trying as best he can to keep everything under control.

Of course, Dylan remembers two incidents in high school where a male classmate was aroused and erect and wasn’t able to contain his ejaculation. Those guys suffered from a lot of post-ejaculation teasing and, indeed, bullying afterword, both being labeled as jerk-offs and worse. Dylan wonders how males handle situations like this as college freshman, and assumes that most college freshmen have more control over the situation in the groin area now than they did as high school teen. But that is an assumption.

Of course, Dylan has been learning that staying aroused at a level just below ejaculation is quite enjoyable, and with a bit of luck, sustainable for what might be an indefinite period of time. Still, Dylan is really horny, and he knows that as soon as he gets back to the dorm room the first thing he needs to do is to relieve himself. But Dylan kind of set himself up for this by choosing the thong and his tightest skinny jeans to wear to class. This is an interesting puzzle because Dylan is in large measure doing this to himself.

What if, when Dylan returns to the Dorm room, Josh is there? Or what if Josh wanders in just when Dylan is entering the final step? How is this all going to work after class, anyway?

Here is the complication. Dylan has started to believe that he is not unique or special, at least in one regard. The whole issue relates to how males react to being around other males who are clearly horny, erect, and masturbating to ejaculation. Dylan knows that if he were to wander into the dorm room where Josh was horny and masturbating, Dylan might be surprised, but he would be anything but upset. Dylan knows that just seeing Josh in this state would be arousing for Dylan as well.

The puzzle relates to how commonplace Dylan’s response to Josh’s arousal is? Does this mean that Dylan is actually gay not straight? Dylan assumes that gay guys his stage would love to be in a situation where they got to watch their male partners masturbate themselves. (And perhaps ask “May I help you?”) But are straight guys by definition never aroused by seeing another guy in an aroused state? Good question. Do any sex researchers know the answer to this question?

So, in terms of our story, what exactly is happening here? Joe and Bill helped Dylan make the Amazon order that they had to know was at some level going to put all their penises into more confined spaces than they were used to. Bill and Joe were OK with that, and Bill and Joe both seemed quite comfortable being around each other when they both knew that each other were horny. In fact, the mere knowledge that the other guy was struggling with a situation that was arousing was in itself a turn-on. Bill and Joe had to know that by helping Dylan place the order, they were putting Dylan into the same predicament that they were in wearing their snug-fitting stuff. The mere knowledge of this had to be a turn-on for Bill and Joe.

But now what of Dylan and Josh? When Josh accidentally wandered in on Dylan who was “trying on” some of his new gear, Josh seemed more than a little surprised, but he also did not seem at all upset. It took Josh only a minute or two to put two and two together and figure out what Dylan was doing to and with himself. Josh quickly responded that he would like to have some of the same or similar gear.

Dylan has to know that if he helps Josh “shop” for gear, he is setting up Josh in much the same way that Bill and Joe set Dylan up. Dylan is starting to think that it would be fun to get to watch Josh try on his gear as well, especially to see how Josh’s body and mind “reacts” to the new situation. Dylan starts to wander if this is a weird gay response on his part, a response that is not leading into gay partner sex, at least not now, but still psychologically and sexually interesting.

For right now, horny Dylan is still finishing the lecture in the lecture hall. He is aroused as all get out but has not ejaculated. He is hoping he can endure the situation at hand until he gets back to the semi-privacy of his dorm room. Tension builds, on all sorts of levels!

…To be continued

[sebbie]

I know a lot of readers have been very much focusing on the situation Dylan got himself into when he chose to wear that little Desmiit Thong to the classroom and the lecture this morning, and more generally, how the various items in the Amazon order were each playing a role in getting Dylan feeling horny. That is fine with me and I would not discourage either Dylan nor my readers from having some fun just thinking about all the various items, the little thong, the skimpy little swim brief, the Tesla compression tee and jammer-style shorts in that neon yellow-green color, the forest green wrestling singlet, and, of course, not to forget that wonderfully snug-fitting strap and cup. This collection of items makes a very good “shopping list” for any guy who gets turned on by being contained within snug-fitting clothing or is curious about that entire idea.

Now I fully realize that not every guy out there is going to experience the “reaction” to these items that Dylan appears to be experiencing. Maybe there are some guys out there who could wear any of these items without experiencing any physical (psychosexual) reaction at all to any of them. What makes all of this even more interesting is that each guy in terms of his response to all of this might be as unique as his own fingerprint. Some guys might find the whole idea of getting aroused simply by wearing various items of clothing to be silly or perhaps even distasteful.

Then too, some guys might find the whole idea of getting aroused just wearing a clothing item from this list as being something of a fetish, which would be just a variation on being a transvestite, which of course who are the males that get sexually aroused by wearing specific items of women’s clothing. To be sure, thong underwear is far more commonly worn by women than men, and this might be tied into some of the hesitation many males have toward the whole idea of wearing a thong designed for a male body. These guys might think that if they are going to wear something that skimpy, they might as well just “go commando.”

At least the items we are talking about are intended to be worn by males. Even the little thong is cut quite differently than a thong for females to accommodate the larger male anatomy. Whether or not the guy gets turned on when he wears them is a different issue, entirely. It used to be that the sexual psychologists claimed that any attraction a person had to an inanimate object such as an item of clothing was a fetish and any fetish was a form of abnormal sexual behavior that somehow needed to be stopped or corrected. Indeed, up until the early 1970s, the main body of psychologists claimed that the only non-abnormal way for a guy to get aroused had to be centered on having sex with a female partner. Being gay and any form of gay sex was certainly abnormal sexual behavior as was any sexual attraction to an inanimate object.

Heck, at least into the 1960s, psychologists and medical doctors even felt that any form of solo sex such as masturbation should be strongly discouraged. I reached puberty in the mid 1950s. I do not recall a lot of the details around something that happened to me shortly thereafter, but I do recall that at some point I was in a doctor’s office. I think I described to him in detail what I had done or been doing. If I recall correctly, the doctor’s response was “That’s OK and you are a normal boy your age, but I would certainly discourage you from doing that insofar as you can!”

OK, knowing me, I probably surprised the doctor at least a little by outlining in somewhat graphic detail what I had been doing. But I still recall walking out of the office thinking that the doctor’s response was really strange and unhelpful. If I wasn’t damaging my body, and I was completely normal boy my age, then exactly what was wrong with what I was doing and why should I stop? I am still wondering about the same thing.

But Dylan is not living in 1955 but in 2016. Sex with either a same-sex or an opposite-sex partner is now considered to be entirely normal. Oddly enough, masturbation, especially doing it too much, whatever that amount is, is still considered to be at least a little abnormal. The guys who masturbate a lot are, at minimum, social outcasts who lack the interpersonal skills necessary to have real partner sex, whether gay or straight. Then to, there is the purported link between a guy being discovered masturbating by a male peer who is then teased or bullied, called a jerk-off or a queer by his male peers (who are all also engaging in regular masturbation as well, but haven’t been caught by their peers, as of yet.)

All of this is suddenly really complicated. The only way the guy can survive with his peers on the subject of sex is to claim that he is only ever aroused by a female of about the same age. But bragging about this behavior creates a host of issues too not only for guys, but the females who are the objects of all the male attention.

For 19-year-old Dylan, the rules that applied in high school have broken down, if only a little. For starters, Bill and Joe seem comfortable admitting to each other that they can get turned on rather easily by wearing various snug-fitting clothing items. So too with the rowing team members Tony and Donovan, who seem to have something more complex going on than only being teammates on a college rowing team. Exactly what is going on with or between Tony and Donovan is not completely clear.

For Dylan, his biggest unanswered question is something about Bill and Joe. While it is completely clear to Dylan that both Bill and Joe are easily aroused just by wearing their snug-fitting clothing, and certainly Dylan is not the only guy out there who does this. The far more interesting question for Dylan is the question of whether Bill gets aroused just watching Joe getting into his own snug-fitting clothing, and the same for Joe’s response when he watches Bill do the exact same thing. Are all the guys who have such an arousal response somehow gay or bisexual, or would this be common for most guys whether they claim to be straight or gay?

If Dylan can find the answer to this question, he might also be able to better understand Josh’s reactions to what Dylan has been doing, and how much of this Dylan might dare to share with Josh. Dylan knows that Josh did not react at all like Dylan might have expected when Josh wandered in on Dylan trying on some of Dylan’s new gear. Dare Dylan take this all a step farther or not? Josh has already indicated that he might want to obtain some items of his own.

Oh, I was going to say something about Dylan’s funky jeans. All of my readers know that Dylan has liked snug-fitting clothing from even before puberty. The really snug-fitting jeans are interesting especially when worn in combination with some of the other items, they can create some interesting, even erotic sensations. Up until a few years back, men’s skinny jeans fit less snug that women’s jeans did. This was in large measure due to the fact that the Denim used in women’s jeans contained 2-percent stretchy Spandex, so the denim had a bit of stretch. At first, the jeans manufacturers did not know how men would react to denim containing Spandex. But one-by-one the manufacturers discovered that men like a bit of stretch in the denim, too, and started introducing Skinny jeans with a bet of stretch. This meant that men’s jeans could be as slim and as tight as the designers wanted to be, too. With that, the sloppy, oversized jeans were suddenly out of style, and the so-called Asian style, as in really skin-tight jeans, became increasingly popular for men. Nowadays men can even buy formal black suits with a Skinny, athletic look.

Dylan has surely figured all of this out. Dylan has one pair of jeans that fit him really skinny and tight. They are made of denim laced with Spandex ® fibers. That is the pair he wore to class today, over the little thong. And the jeans are part of the reason Dylan is feeling so horny. To be sure, Dylan pretty much knew all of this was going to happen and he went ahead anyway.

In Dylan’s mind, the ideal pair of skinny jeans
1. Fits really snug in the lower leg, with barely enough room to contain his calf muscles.
2. Fits like a second skin over Dylan’s thighs
3. Fits very snug in the butt and through the entire groin area
4. The waist of the Spandex ®-laced denim stretches, so Dylan can and does wear a 29-inch waist in his ultra-skinny jeans instead of his usual 31 without any undue problems
This describes well the jeans Dylan wore to class today.

So, the class is (finally) over. Dylan is still feeling horny as all get out, and his urge to ejaculate is getting more and more powerful. Dylan is headed back to his dorm room, fully knowing that the first thing he needs to do is deal with his now all but overwhelming need to get off. But what if Josh is there? What if Josh should wander in at a most inopportune moment? Dylan clearly can’t hold off for much longing. All morning has been a struggle, a struggle that Dylan knew he would ultimately “lose” (or perhaps win, depending on your perspective on all of this).

At the same time, Dylan has been enjoying himself immensely. His body is capable of making him feel great in ways he had never dreamed of before. I am not the least bit sorry for the situation he is in. At some level Dylan knows that as well. Dylan still has all the questions as outlined in this chapter, but that certainly is not the entire story. There is more, far more to the story than that!

To be continued…

[sebbie]

Dylan has managed to make it through class and is walking back to his dorm room. Class was a struggle to get through in an effort to not get to the point where ejaculation could not be delayed, but somehow Dylan has managed. Dylan, by his choice in underwear and jeans, set himself up for this both physically and psychologically. Dylan is now 19-years old, of course, and he has a bit more control over his body and groin area than he did when he was, say, 13 or 14 years of age. But getting even to this point has not been an easy or simple path.

Every guy who is growing up from puberty to being a college freshman faces much the same issues. On one hand, getting aroused and erect to the very edge of ejaculation feels terrific, and it doesn’t take a post-pubescent guy much time to figure this all out. The real issue becomes what does a guy do if he slips over the edge, (which is certainly easy enough to do if you aren’t really in control)? Still, the sensations that come from playing around this way at the very edge of having gone too far forward to delay ejaculation further are just too much fun to not pursue. But where, and when?

As I have already indicated, Dylan has brought a lot of this on himself by his choice of items to wear to class. Dylan knew that he would be pushing the arousal and ejaculation envelope, and he chose to go ahead anyway. The “game” that Dylan has been playing with his own mind and body is very different as a college freshman than what he did as a high school teenager. As a young teen, the objective was to learn how to masturbate as quickly as possible in the privacy of a bathroom so as to not be “caught” by a peer or family member, and then, once this was over and done with, just act nonchalant as if nothing had happened. The whole idea of having special clothing items that would increase the arousal level was a non-starter, of course.

As a young teen, night-time erections and ejaculations have their own problems, the main one being that the wet stains on your sleepwear or bed sheets would be “discovered” by a peer (say, at camp or in an overnight sleepover) or by family member, Mom’s raising young teen boys (apparently) adapt to what is happening fairly quickly and learn not to ask questions about starchy stains showing up on sheets or sleepwear, but peers and other family members might not be so kind or gentle in this regard for sure.

So here is Dylan, still desperate to get off, still containing what is now a near-full hard-on inside his thong and super skinny jeans. The thong is particularly odd-feeling, at this point. When Dylan initially put it on this morning, he thought to himself that wearing it to class was no big deal, psychologically or sexually, but as Dylan started to get more and more aroused, and harder and harder, his expanding penis started to feel more and more confined within the thong pouch. The snug fit of the jeans helped to keep his penis from pointing straight out as it grew, but there were other sensitivity issues. From the moment Dylan pulled the thong on, he could feel the upward pressure in the sensitive perineum area, even though the rear of the thong was more or less laying on top of his butt crack, not cutting between the butt cheeks. Any well-fitting thong pushes a guy’s scrotum and penis upward and forward. Some guys like this, but other guys think that this would more nearly be uncomfortable than sexually arousing.

As the penis gets bigger and bigger, the thong pouch still contains it, or at least makes a fervent attempt to do so. But the “problem” is that the bigger the penis gets, the more upward pressure the thong is going to be put on the perineum area, and as the penis occupies more and more of the pouch space, the back of the tong will increasingly seize up between the butt cheeks. Unless a guy is somehow brain-dead (unlikely), what is happening will continue to feed the whole system driving the erection in the first place. This might be uncomfortable, but more than likely in a horny state anyway, the sensations are way fun.

So Dylan is back to the dorm, desperate to ejaculate. He heads to his room. The room provides privacy UNLESS Josh happens to wander in on him. Remember, the men’s bathroom is way down the hall. Dylan enters the dorm room. Luckily, Josh is not there. Josh pulls down his jeans, and begins to “examine” himself in the mirror. He sees that he has really filled out the thong pouch, with damp quarter-sized pre cum spots on the pouch as well. Dylan thinks he looks quite sexy. Desperate to ejaculate, Dylan starts to run his fingers along the underside of his penis along its full length, enjoying the “moment” immensely. His penis, still inside the thong pouch, quickly responds by growing s little longer still. Dylan is about to go into full-scale ejaculation mode, and he knows it!

Suddenly, Dylan hears that familiar click of a key entering a door lock. Josh must be back from class. His class must have gotten over a little early today.

To be continued…

[sebbie]

Dylan thought he had the dorm room to himself, as it was more than 20 minutes until Josh would be back from his morning class. Dylan was really focused on his own sensations and feelings, and was desperate to get off, given how the morning had evolved. Dylan was standing there in the room, literally butt-naked, wearing only that little Desmiit ® thong and a tee shirt over the top. Dylan knew that the only other person with a key to the room was Josh, so it had to be Josh with the key in the lock.

As a teen-ager, Dylan had gotten quite good at figuring out when he was likely to have some privacy, and had found ways to take advantage of that knowledge for determining his schedule for engaging in “self abuse.” Teen boys gradually become more and more independent of the rest of the family in this regard, and Dylan had been part of a process that was considered by everyone to be “quite normal.” Dylan had gradually gotten to the point whereby his parents (and siblings) did not “need” to know what Dylan was up to at every moment during the day. This is all part of just growing up for a teen boy, but, conveniently, it is also part of a “learning process” related to identifying the best and “safest” ways for “pleasuring oneself”.

Some parents of teen boys probably understand this process of giving them some of their “own space” quite well, but maybe others not so much. Many parents worry about all of the stuff that might be going on inside the heads of guys that age. Dads are worried that their teen boys are dealing with psychosexual issues as complicated as they were for them. These are difficult navigational waters for sure. But what is going on is also a very necessary part of growing up for a teen male.

Even so, the “situation” Dylan now faces, with Josh about to open the door of the dorm room, with Dylan dressed and in the condition he is now in is unlike anything Dylan has encountered in his short life. There is nowhere for Dylan to run and hide. Dylan has only himself to blame for the “predicament” he is now in.

Dylan has been stroking his penis from the outside of the thong, and he has gotten as big and hard as Dylan ever recalls feeling. This feels great! Actually, a better term would be “fabulous.” Of course, the pressure that has been building on Dylan, sexual and psychological, all morning along, deserves much of the “blame”. As Josh enters the room, there is no way for Dylan to somehow hide what he has been doing and the condition he is in.

Josh enters the room, and is taken aback by what he has accidentally walked into. Actually, Josh is flabbergasted by what he is seeing close up. Of course, Josh knows that guys self-pleasure and in his teen years he has accidentally encountered situations whereby he was pretty certain that a peer had been only recently masturbating himself. But he has never before walked in on a guy quite in the obvious state of arousal that Dylan is currently in.

Dylan doesn’t quite know what to do or say either. Perhaps the best strategy is to just continue to stroke himself, and acting as if Josh is not even there. After all, the proverbial “cat is out of the bag” now, so to speak. It is quite clear to Josh that Dylan likes to pleasure himself while wearing a skimpy little thong. Besides, Dylan is all but certain that Josh will not tease or bully Dylan under the circumstances or that what Josh is seeing be shared with any of their friends. College students as a rule are smart enough not to do that. But still Dylan realizes that the entire situation is more than a little embarrassing even as the sensations are extra pleasant. What a dilemma of mixed thoughts and feelings!

It takes a moment for Josh to regain his composure given what he is observing. Josh struggles to say anything, even after regaining some of his composure. The only thing Josh can think of saying is “Don’t let me disturb you, Dylan!”

Strangely enough, Dylan is so desperate to ejaculate that he keeps right on stroking the underside of his penis from base to glans through the little Desmiit ® thong. All of a sudden, the seemingly crazy thought occurs to Dylan that having Josh in the room watching Dylan pleasure himself is a bit of a turn-on not a turn-off. The realization that having another guy in the room obviously watching him masturbate could be a psychosexual turn-on was an all new thought to Dylan. What does THAT imply, for goodness sakes?

Meanwhile, Josh is having some psychosexual issues to deal with as well. At a very basic level, Josh is starting to “admire” the situation Dylan is in and doing to himself. Josh has always had a deeply-buried “curiosity” with respect to wanting to know more about exactly what happens to other guys when they get aroused, erect, and in a situation of having a desperate desire to ejaculation. Depending on your view, Josh walked in on Dylan at just the right moment (or perhaps wrong moment, depending on your perspective on the events at hand) to observe all of this real life first-hand. Weirdly, Josh is starting to think that it would be most interesting to be in the place that Dylan is in right now. What a strange (but oddly wonderful) thought!

Josh wonders if the thoughts he is now having are common for guys his age or not.

How would other guys deal with the situation that currently confronts Josh? Are the thoughts that Josh is having suggestive of the possibility that Josh has a deep-seated gay streak? Given the situation at hand, would most guys Josh’s age who think of themselves as straight have quickly made an exit to allow Dylan to continue to jerk off in privacy, or would many guys be curious enough about the psychosexual behaviors of other males their own age to stick around?

Same with Dylan. Dylan could have made a quick attempt to stop the masturbation fun and get himself covered in a pair of baggy shorts as soon as he heard the key go into the door lock, but he somehow chose not to. Does that mean that Dylan must somehow have a gay streak too? And what of that thought that crossed Dylan’s mind that it was actually arousing to have Josh in the room watching Dylan jerk off. Dylan suddenly wonders what that thought might or might not have to do with Dylan’s sexuality deep down.

What concerns Josh the most is that Josh is suddenly feeling arousal rumblings in his own groin area as he observes Dylan stroking himself in the state he is in. What in the world is that all about anyway? Maybe it’s a clue that Josh would really like to have his own little thong to help him pleasure himself. Oddly, that is an easier and “safer” rationale than to go down the trail of concluding that watching Dylan stroke himself while in a very aroused state is in itself arousing for Josh.

Josh has long thought deep down that he wanted to see exactly how other guy’s bodies respond when they get very aroused and are traveling along near and perhaps over can’t stop now point of ejaculation. Now that he is in this situation, he is discovering that his own body responds as well in a situation like this.

This chapter has raised a lot of fascinating questions and provided only unclear answers, if at all. What would my readers have done if they found themselves in either Josh’s or Dylan shoes right now? (But Dylan is not even wearing shoes right now!)

To be continued…

[swim suit eddie]

I had an appointment with the dermatologist, when my doctor found a cancerous mole in my lower right leg. Iv'e never had to deal with such a frightful medical situation. I felt very nervous and somewhat scared going there, but to offset my anxieties, I wore my favorite snug and warm clothes, soft button up flannel shirt, with my favorite snug denim overalls and leotard, tights and Speedo style microfiber briefs underneath and of course a change of loose clothing and baggy underwear to wear after my treatment. It was a very cool October day, I arrived at the specialist's, office that afternoon feeling fearful of what will happen to me, yet glad I was glad to be wearing wearing my warm and snug outfit, while still dressed. After waiting a while and filling out a lot of forms, I handed them to the receptionist, when called in by the nurse. She took me to a large examination room with a lot of new technical equipment. The doctor then came into the examination room, as I sat on the exam table, a very pretty female doctor. She explained what will be done starting with a complete body scan for any other malignet moles, then cutting out any possible remaining infection. It'll take a few hours and you'll have to be completely undressed through the process and covered by a gown. The nurse then came back with the big white gown, when both her and the doctor said I could take my time undressing, as I'm the last patient for the day. I was helped off the exam table by the nurse, seeing me in my warm and snug clothes. I was so nervous and blushing somewhat, when asked what I had on under the overalls, as all my clothes have to come off. Between the secure feeling of the snug overalls and leotards underneath, then the nurse offering to help me undress if needed, gave me an erection, not yet not noticable under all my warm clothes. I did accept her offer to help me in a shy like manner. The doctor stayed in the examination room preparing and setting up the highly technical medical equipment, as the nurse partially closed the privacy curtain surrounding me. My anxiety was so high now, despite the nurse and doctor reassuring me not to be so fearful. It will not be as bad as I fear and will be fine after the examination and treatment, then having me take off my sneakers and socks,covering my feet still encased in the tights underneath. There I stood,like a sad little boy about to loose his warm and snug security blanket, closing my eyes and crossing my legs, hearing snaps opening , bib and straps on the snug overalls being unfastened by the nurse. She told me not to be embarrassed or ashamed being naked and hard, as this a normal happening for a man going through a medical exam. I did feel a little better, as she gently unbuttoned my flannel shirt with the overalls shoulder straps and bib dangling at my waist with the overalls still snug in my lowers. She was very professional and gentle with me and now I began enjoying being undressed by her. Yes, the doctor was still in the room, glancing every so often to see how the nurse and I were progressing, getting me ready for examination and leg surgery. Now the nurse guided me onto the exam table, where I would be totally naked, for at least one hour, while the doctor and nurse did the proceedure on me. Now she pulled off my shirt, gently folding it and placing it on a chair. I was feeling very aroused, knowing my snug clothes will be off me very soon. The nurse stepped asked how I was feeling, again reassuring me to to be so fearful. She then finished unbuttoning the overalls side buttons, lifting my leotard clad body, lower torso, pulling and tugging them down and off me. it certainly tickled and did make me feel some what less fearful of what was about to happen, but I still couldn't finish undressing, so she continued undressing me. Now the last extra snug and secure last protective clothing was coming off, leotard, tights and Speedo style briefs. It was a long and slow process, getting them off, but she didn't mind, being the medical surgery will take her and the doctor a lot more time and care. I have to admit, I did like having all my clothes being taken off, especially my leotard, tights and the Speedo briefs, with her getting totally naked for the operation. The doctor looked back again,then came over to the exam table, as the nurse peeled off my last protective layers, tights and briefs, then covering me in the gown, looking like tent city. Once, I was naked, laying on the exam table, I did savor having my favorite snug outfit taken off piece by piece, while the doctor would examine all my body for any other possible cancer bearing moles. Soon the pain reducing needle took effect and Wasn't feeling any real pain and really relaxed now, but still glad I wore my favorite snug clothes to the dermatologist. I wasn't happy wearing my baggy clothes home, yet wearing and having my warm snug overalls and leotards with sexy Speedo style briefs having to come off, certainly made a long day at a doctor's office go a lot better.

[sebbie]

et’s face reality here. 19-year old college guys, dorm roommates, talk about a lot of stuff. As anyone who lived under the circumstances of a college dorm. There is a wide variation with respect to how roommates fare living with each other. I guess the young college women face a lot of the same issues and concerns, but for guys, the struggle to find a workable way of navigating through the process with a male roommate frequently seems even more difficult.

Male buddies are oftentimes very good friends, and they talk about a lot of stuff and share information about what they know or have recently learned. This sharing of information is particularly important for teen boys just past puberty, when they suddenly become very interested in understanding anatomical details that they had little interest in prior to reaching puberty. For most young guys this involves uncovering the details of female anatomy and in particular the details of how sex works with a female partner.

A classic “coming-of-age” movie from the the 1970s is one called “Summer of ‘42” where Hermie, a young teen boy, encounters and then falls for a much older woman, a woman who lost her husband in World War II. A lot of the movie follows Hermie and his male buddies as they together learn about female anatomy and how to have sex with a woman from old books they secreted away. The “climax” of the movie is when Hermie actually has sex with the older woman.

Coming-of-age movies involving young teen guys who think they are gay are far rarer, and I am not aware of any movies that deal with that topic in the same way coming of age movies exist involving straight males. Gay teens obviously learn stuff about other guys in some manner, but the entire path is less clear and perhaps more complicated than the one depicted involving coming-of-age encounters for straight males.

So, where things get complicated for teen males irrespective of whether they think they are straight or gay has to do with the fact that while guys talk about a lot of stuff with their male buddies, the discussions usually center on some third party, presumably a female, as it did in the “Summer of 42” movie.

This means that any talk about what happens to a guy as he becomes aroused and how a guy responds sexually is off limits unless that discussion focuses on what is happening during a sexual encounter with a female partner, and guys vary a lot even on how they treat this.

In this regard, some guys are braggadocios, that is, when they have a sexual encounter with a female, they like to brag about it to their male friends. Even male adults who should be old enough to know better still do this, which is more than a little odd for sure.

A basic problem with the bragging is that whatever the guy said ends up circling back to the girl involved, and at that point all hell breaks loose. A guy quickly learns that if he has any sincere feelings for the girl then need to keep his mouth completely shut on what happened in the encounter, and that includes a completely closed mouth even to his closest male buddies.

Encounters involving other males for guy with, shall we say, have gay leanings get even trickier, because if that information should ever get back to a straight male, it sets the guy up for teasing, bullying, and worse. But the entire set of rules here are really complicated here in part because teen males learn a lot of stuff from their buddies, but the entire topic of what happens to a guy involved either in solo sex or in having some sort of an encounter with a male partner his age are strictly off-limits topics.

Now we circle back to Josh and Dylan and the activities going on right now in the dorm room. Josh and Dylan are both 19, and should know a lot more about sex in all its forms than they did as young teen boys. Further, in college, the general threats of being teased and bullied are less than they would have been as a young teen. For any number of reasons, Josh is not the kind of guy who is going to dash out into the hallway and tell any guy who might listen to him all the details of what he observed in the dorm room. At some level, Dylan fully understands that too. So, if this is a secret event, the secret is safe between the two.

Still, there are tons of unanswered questions. Let me raise the issues one by one. First, initially taken aback by the sound of Josh’s key in the dorm room lock, Dylan has quickly gotten to the point where there is something that he sort of likes about the idea of having Josh there watching him jerk off and observing the nuances of what he is doing to himself at every moment. Take note that Dylan did not suddenly stop stroking himself from base to glans (nor, for that matter, suddenly lose his erection) the moment Josh wandered into the room. This brings up thoughts that maybe many guys, however actively they attempt to hide their masturbation, might in fact find it arousing to being accidentally “discovered.” But, of course, that depends by whom.

Second, with Josh standing there, the sexual sensations, indeed the stiff erection itself, seems to be getting stronger and stronger, which is particularly interesting because Dylan has been riding along at near the point of ejaculation all morning long. Dylan has been having the “advanced course” in ejaculatory control for sure.

Third, Josh had always thought he would be “turned off” by seeing another guy his age erect and masturbating, and this turn-off was simply part of the whole deal of being a straight guy. But aren’t straight guys supposed to only be turned on in encounters with women? Indeed, when a guy finds a female partner, he is suppose to discard or simply leave all of his psychosexual interest in solo sex behind and never engage in solo sex again. Or, maybe not! Josh is not so sure at this point. But that is not how Josh feels right now at all, definitely not.

Fourth, Josh is having issues of his own right now and these issues are centered in his groin area. Josh just observing Dylan is feeling the tell-tale rumblings of sexual arousal himself, rumblings that cannot be ignored. At some level, Josh is thinking that would be a lot of fun to be in Dylan’s shoes right noy, except that Dylan is not wearing any shoes. Josh is trying to determine what exactly is causing his body to respond the way it is. Part of could be that skimpy thong Dylan is wearing, putting pressure on his perineum, and pushing Dylan’s penis and balls both up and forward. By Dylan has never tried on a thong, so he has no first-hand experience with these sensations. Josh at some point has already decided that he wants to try wearing a thong too, but that is not where he is this morning.

For Josh, what’s scarier still is the idea that he seems to like to watch Josh jerk off, and this gets more and more fun to watch as Dylan gets closer and closer to shooting. At some level, Josh understands this.

But what does all of what is going on this morning suggest for the subject of the sexuality of Dylan and of Josh? Can they both still think of themselves as perfectly straight? Josh and Dylan are both wondering about the same “crazy question.” Of the college guys in the dorm, how many would be turned off by what is happening versus turned on? Does being turned on at all mean that deep down, at some level, you are a gay guy? This is a good question for sure, and a question where there is no easy or simple response.

To be continued…

[sebbie]

Both Dylan and Josh are in a most interesting situation right now. As I have indicated a number of times already, since the dawn of puberty, Dylan gas been fascinated with snug-fitting clothing of various sorts. There is a lot of interesting stuff and mysteries about human male sexuality. The first mystery facing young guys entering puberty is how sensations that occur stroking or even just touching one’s own penis can feel so remarkably good way up in a guy’s brain.

More details regarding how the sexual turn-on system works come into focus as a guy gets into his teen years, with each “experiment” yielding more new “information”, information that might ultimately prove to be not only useful, but quite frankly, enjoyable.

Dylan learned at a very early age that the nerve endings in his penis do not seem to behave the same way no matter what. Indeed, if he is not in any way sexually aroused or turned on at all, Dylan’s penis feels almost like any part of his body, at least pretty much so. But any sort of arousal, even that occurring in a brief moment, makes his penis suddenly feel way different and more interesting, almost immediately. It’s almost as if his penis has some sort of strange built-in “trigger mechanism” that somehow “knows” what is happening that is sexually arousing even before the guy is consciously aware of it. This all gets very, very complicated in a hurry. Part of what makes this complicated is that the arousal mechanism often is simply visual, or perhaps mainly physical, or perhaps a screwball mix of the two. Whatever is happening in the arousal department seems to be a curious mixture of what is considered socially acceptable (seeing a pretty girl, perhaps) and socially “unacceptable” (as in seeing a handsome guy) and then all that screwball stuff that is in uncharted territory (such even thinking about having sex with yourself, or perhaps getting to wear tight-fitting clothing).

Nature could have certainly been kinder to guys and made sure that turn-ons only happen if whatever is doing the turn on is socially acceptable, but there is all this other dumb stuff that seems to be there only to confuse things for the guy who is just trying to muddle through life without getting teased or bullied. How come human biology messed all of his up so badly, for goodness sakes?

Human penises really love being in confined spaces, and they show their love to the guys who put them there by providing the most wonderful and interesting sensations. Human penises love being in confined spaces so much that they sometimes can’t resist getting all excited if the guy even THINKS about putting his into a confined space. Penises are so sensitive that they like to respond to ANY indication that the space enveloping them is confining, even if it is psychological as opposed to direct physical content. To further muddy the waters, if the penis thinks it could be in a confined space, but the space it is now in is not quite snug enough, it has the remarkable ability to grow in length and girth just enough so it fits exactly into the available space. At once, the guy is driven bananas by all of this, but at the same time is enjoying the sensations immensely.

What is going on here anyway? Well, this is the “dumb” scheme nature figured out so the species will continue. If the species is to reproduce and sustain itself, copulation has to be fun, a lot of fun for both sexes. And it is. Otherwise humans wouldn’t be that interested in doing it and the species would quickly die off.

But, the vast majority of male orgasms do not lead directly to reproduction. Yet they happen anyway. Nature had to know that this would go on—guys pleasuring themselves with the “seed” falling in places where reproduction cannot occur, etc etc. This stuff is fun for a guy too, maybe not as much fun as “real” sex, but still a lot of fun. (There is actually a lot of debate on that point, by the way, and, if you ask a sex researcher, they are less convinced than they once were even that most guys find sex with a partner more enjoyable than plain old solo masturbation. The thoroughly modern view on this topic is that for most guys at least, there is a place for both. Masturbation for sexual pleasure no longer has second-tier status as it did years back.)

At this point, many of my readers probably think that I have completely forgotten about Dylan and Josh, and what is happening right now in the dorm room. I have not forgotten at all. Dylan is having so much fun I thought I would just let him have at it stroking himself in that tiny thong underwear, with Josh looking on. (What is happening surely is not gay sex in any form, or is it?)

As a young teen Dylan has always been fascinated with how snug-fitting clothing triggered a response by his body. The items that “did” this for Dylan included a number of different things, and a lot of them he acquired in that order he placed with Bill and Joe. The little thong Dylan is using today is just one of those items, all of which Dylan knows will set him off, arousal-wise.

Dylan has long wondered if he was unique among guys in his ability to get turned on simply by wearing (or even think about wearing) snug fitting jeans, underwear, compression wear, swimming briefs, thongs, wrestling singlets) and what if masturbation occurred while he was wearing this stuff. Is this part of partner sex or a replacement for partner sex or something way off in some uncharted and undefined territory.

As a high school teen, raising issues like this with even close peer males was really totally off limits as the danger of getting teased, bullied, called a faggot or whatever was just too great.

Dylan got quite an “education” from Bill and Joe even though he didn’t ask them directly any of these questions. Dylan was able to quickly put two and two together and figure out that something way important was driving their “interest” in owning all the gear. Tony and Donovan filled in some more blanks in this regard.

So Dylan understands what he is doing to himself, even if he doesn’t understand the answers to all the “Why” questions that have been bouncing around in his mind lately. And Dylan is learning a lot from Josh as Josh just stands there taking everything in that Dylan is doing to himself. Not only does Josh not appear to be put off by all of this, Josh seems to be rather enjoying himself even though he is not actively participating in what he is seeing. That is a very different response than Dylan ever imagined.

Dylan certainly has that figured out right. For the moment, Josh’s little “secret” is that Josh’s body is responding to what Josh is seeing, even though that might not be at all obvious, especially given that Josh is fully clothed. Josh doesn’t quite know how to “read” his body in that regard, but he is subconsciously getting turned on by just seeing Dylan stroking himself in that tiny thong to near the point of orgasm. Josh is thinking to himself that he is getting to see something he has never before seen in real life, that being getting to see how another guy’s body behaves as it goes past the point of no return and into a full-blown orgasm.

College is an educational experience in all sorts of ways. This is one of them!

To be continued…