Bittersweet

[Papadoop]

With covid about our office has some new cleaners.
One of them is a tanned tidy brunette noticed she kept looking at me anyway a middle aged colleague started chatting to her it turns out she in her other work is a lifeguard and in the same gym a few years ago i go to now and has seen me in various pairs of speedos varying colours and from big to skimpy but dont think she was a fan of speedos. She didnt say anything but think she knows its me just been avoiding contact with her but to be honest im kinda turned on by it. Is this normal?