Coming Out

[52dno98]

Hello. Long time lurker, first time poster (and I also lurk around speedoforum like a lot of us probably do).

Anyway, I'm 40 years old and have had a speedo fetish since as long as I can remember being sexually aware- 7th grade, probably.

I have dreamed for years and years about wearing speedos in public, without ever developing the courage to do so.

I don't know what, exactly, pushed me over the edge, but within the last week I bought a practice suit (I already owned a number of Solar suits) and started wearing it openly to swim at the local pool. My god, it's like a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders. Nothing beats swimming in a speedo, and especially in front of a group of people. I've been getting such a rush from it all week.