What to wear?

[sebbie]

Joe was getting in increasingly desperate shape. His penis had become tumescent enough so that Joe was getting the sensation of a steady pressure on the top and sides bearing down on him by the cup. This is a loopy sensation to be sure. It’s a sensation that initially at least does not seem to be that difficult to deal with in part because keeps bouncing back and forth from being a tad uncomfortable to a sensation of pure pleasure. Whenever the pleasure point of the cycle sets in, Joes brain starts concentrating on his penis and the predicament it has gotten itself into by being surrounded so close by the cup, and the valves that let blood into Joes penis gives his penis as bit more tumescence still and the pressure and urge to ejaculate slowly, incrementally but still steadily builds.

Joe lies in bed, thinking about all of this and that his urge to ejaculate and just get this situation all over is getting stronger and stronger as the steady pressure on his penis by the walls of the cup keeps getting more and more apparent. Joe is now starting to get desperate in thinking that he needs to quickly f@#k himself to orgasm, and he is actively thinking about his options at the point. Of course, one option is to simply get up out of bed and pull his shorts, strap and cup off and then quickly f@#k himself to orgasm by simply stroking his penis from base to glans with his hand. However, there is a little voice in Joe’s head that is speaking to him and telling him that this situation is at the same time getting more and more fun, and the longer that Joe can manage to tolerate wearing the cup the more fun this is all going to be. Joe is beginning to understand what Sebbie had said in his “cup” paper.

Somehow, Joe backs off from that plan. For starters, getting up and doing so would create a disturbance in the room, perhaps awakening his roommate Bill, who Joe thinks by now has probably fallen asleep. The dorm-room accommodations without a separate bathroom for privacy would make the f@#k- yourself option difficult to pull off unless Joe is comfortable with the idea of ejaculating with Bill right there. This did happen the day before when Joe and Bill were trying on their Solar® swimsuits, but then, both of them were actively engaged and perhaps were equally embarrassed about how everything developed. Besides, Joe doesn’t want to admit to Bill that he has less ejaculatory self-control than Bill has, and Bill seems to be lying in bed and dozing off.

Joe decides that it would be far safer to simply remain in bed and “suffer” with the dilemma such as it is. So, Joe sees the other option is to simply fall back into bed and if it becomes necessary, simply ejaculate right into the cup that is still in its position confining his penis. He starts to think that he might be able to stroke himself to orgasm simply by pressing on the outside of the cup and sliding his fingers back and forth along the top of the cup. Joe can feel the pressure on his penis as he presses the cup even more solidly against his groin. Joe can also sense movement as he slides his fingers back and forth across the top of the cup. These sensations are sufficient to give the Joe the sensation that still more blood is being pumped into his penis, but still not quite the pressure Joe needs to ejaculate. Joe knows that what gets him off quickly has always been touching and stroking the head and glans on the underside of the head of his penis, once his penis is hard. The problem here is that the head of Joe’s penis is buried deep inside the super-confined space deep inside the cup, and not the least bit accessible by merely stroking the cup on the outside.

Sebbie talked repeatedly about doing something called “riding the wave” in solo sex. The “wave” is a psychological and physical place to be where the guy is on the very edge of ejaculating but not yet quite there. “Riding the wave” simply involves maintaining the highest degree of arousal that is possible without going over the edge and immediately ejaculating. Guys often have difficulty learning how to ride the wave for extended periods of time because they are so fixated on the pure (but quite short-lived) fun of a super-powerful orgasm. Sebbie has often said that the longer a guy can ride the wave, the more powerful and ultimately satisfactory the orgasm will be at the end. The pressure and sexual tension builds gradually, and the longer this goes on the more fun the final orgasm will be. In solo sex, Sebbie talks about only a 7- or 8-point orgasm versus a mind-and-body blowing 10-point orgasm.

Anyhow, with respect to Joe’s current situation, Joe has now “found the wave” and is somehow now successfully riding it. This has been a learning experience. Try as he might, Joe has been unable to ejaculate inside the cup, even as the pressure to do so keeps getting stronger, even if only a little at a time. Joe presses on the cup, but this is not enough. He strokes the cup from top to bottom and his penis senses the movement, but again, this sensation is just not quite sufficient for Joe to blow.

The sexual tension affecting Joe’s brain is now so unbelievably powerful and Joe is on the very edge of physically convulsing. Joe starts to pound the mattresses with his right fist over and over, all the while softly muttering “I need to ejaculate! I want to ejaculate! I must ejaculate!” over and over to himself. The pressure and tension Joe is feeling from the hard cup is on the very edge of being unbearable, and Joe’s brain is now just as much involved in what is occurring as his penis is. Still, Joe is unable to bring himself to the ejaculatory point of-no-return while still inside the cup. Joe thinks to himself that college is providing some opportunities to learn things that were never covered in high school, or when he lived at home for sure.

Joe thinks Bill is sound asleep. Of course Bill is not sound asleep, but has been quietly listening to everything that has been happening in the bed next to him. Bill knows Joe has a real problem that he is trying to deal with and somehow cope. But then Bill has problems of his own, in part brought about by the fact that he has stayed awake and has been listening attentively to Joe’s struggles and soft moans.

……..To be continued