Small Guy in Speedos (Blog)

[Speedo_Dad]

As some of you may know, Tumblr recently did away with NSFW blogs. Whilst I had/have a blog there, I never would have deemed it explicit. However, Tumblr has, and it seems the posts of mine that were tagged as explicit were ones where I was wearing Speedos in photos. I contemplated getting rid of my blog altogether, especially after seeing how many other people have abandoned the site. It's a shame, I really enjoyed interacting with other blogs and people and sharing a body positive message. Since my blog is now hidden from view from everyone else, I've copied and pasted over the bulk of it to here, just for archives sake. I may post the occasional update from time to time and if anybody wants to ask a questions/leave a comment feel free to do so, or PM me if you'd rather it was private.

VACATION PHOTOS: PART ONE
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QUESTIONS/COMMENTS: PART ONE

Why do you wear Speedos?
I’ve worn Speedos since I was on the swim team in school, and I’ve always been used to wearing them. If I’d been brought up in boardshorts I’d be wearing them instead, but I wasn’t. I’m well aware Speedos attract a lot of attention on their own, on the basis that they’re Speedos and it’s not a particularly popular piece of swimwear. Quite often I can be the only guy at the pool or beach wearing them, especially when I’m away on vacation. It doesn’t bother me. They’re comfortable, there’s less drag when swimming, they dry quickly, they’re practical etc - they just make sense. I’m well aware I get looks (and some comments) on the basis that I’m wearing Speedos, and I know that wearing them basically attracts attention to my size as well. However, neither of those things will stop me from wearing Speedos. To me, they just make sense.

how small is your cock?
Soft, I’m about an inch. When I’m erect I’m 2.8in in length and 3.4in in girth.

When did you realize how small you are?
When I was 23. By that point my ex-wife and I had been married for a year and we were trying to conceive, but with no luck. We took a trip to the doctors for some tests and advice on the situation. My ex-wife, to my surprise, asked the doctor if my size could have anything to do with the failure to conceive. He assured us it couldn’t. I hadn’t thought of myself as being small up until that point. I knew I wasn’t exactly hung, but I just assumed I was in the average range. I measured myself that night for the first time and found out I was just shy of 3in when erect, which kind of changed my perspective entirely. I also didn’t quite know how to react to my wife’s admission that my size was small. The worry passed quite quickly though because she ended up pregnant not long after.

Are you aware you're showing everyone how small you are when you wear speedos?
Yeah, and it doesn’t bother me.

thank you for being so comfortable wearing speedos and being an inspiration to smaller guys out there
No problem, glad to be seen that way.

If you could increase the size of your dick, how much bigger would you make it?
Truthfully, I wouldn’t change my penis size. I know not many people will believe that, but I’ve come to accept my size. I’d love to have a bigger penis just for a day or a week to see what it’s like and what sex is like, but I wouldn’t want it long term. So, for that purpose I’d quite like to see what 7 inches is like.

But in general, no I wouldn’t change my size. I’m proud of it.

[Speedo_Dad]

VACATION PHOTOS: PART TWO
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QUESTIONS/COMMENTS: PART TWO

How do you feel when you're stood next to guys with bigger dicks in the gym locker room, or guys at the beach who have bigger bulges in their swimwear?
Fine. I’ve worn Speedos and running tights pretty much my entire life. If I had an issue standing next to bigger guys, there’s no way I’d be comfortable in that attire.

Sure, sometimes I do get a bit of penis envy, but doesn’t every guy at some point? Totally natural.

What were you like in high school?
Pretty sporty, a bit of a jock. I was on the swim team (my first and main sporting love) but also did a lot of other sports too. Was lucky enough (at the time) to meet a girl in high school, fall in love and eventually marry her. Even if we’re not together now, the relationshio made those high school years pretty memorable.

Loving the speedos, they suit you well. Even such a small bulge has such a great appeal. How do we get to see more?
Thank you very much for your kind words. I guess the best way to see more would be to keep an eye on this blog.

I bet your girlfriends couldn't wait until you finished fucking them, so they could slide a big dildo in after you.
Hey, you’re right. In fact a couple of them didn’t wait until I was finished and slide one inside along me. Whatever works!

Do you think/know if you've ever made a woman orgasm?
I think I can confidently say no, I’ve never. My favorite form/position for sex is good ol’ fashioned missionary, and combined with my 3 inch penis, I know it doesn’t do much for women. I know myself, I can barely feel women when I’m inside them so I know they feel the same, if not less. I’ve definitely never made a woman orgasm through penetrative sex alone.

As for toys, oral, fingering etc. - it’s something I’ve tended to stay away from, unless a woman has explicitly asked for it. As I say, I barely feel women when I’m inside of them and that’s without any kind of foreplay. I’ve found that from the times I’ve given a woman oral, or used toys/fingers I’ve tended to make them a bit wetter/warmer/looser and when things proceed to sex I then feel nothing inside them. So that’s why I tend to skip that when I can.

I’ve definitely been in the company of a woman when she’s had an orgasm, but it’s never been as a result of my penis or sex. Usually during mutual masturbation or extended foreplay.

You seem impossible to shame or phase in regards to your size and wearing speedos. Have you ever felt any feelings of shame, embarrassment?
Of course. Despite my great pride, comfort and confidence in being who I am, I have of course experienced some of those emotions. They’re only natural after all! I think I can think of a few examples…

I think the most frequent feelings of embarrassment comes from being exposed when it’s outwith my control. I don’t mind being seen naked or in other states of undress but when it’s not my choice I get uncomfortable. A good buddy of mine decided to creep up behind me and yank my shorts down whilst I was stood poolside on one vacation. He was mortified, because he had assumed I’d be wearing my ‘trademark Speedos’ underneath, but alas, I wasn’t. A few people saw and I was definitely embarrassed, almost as much as my mate was. Thankfully, we can laugh about it now.

Truthfully, the biggest moment of shame, or fear as it was more like, was quite early on in our marriage. Sex with my wife before and after giving birth was like having sex with 2 different women. It really opened my eyes to how little my wife could feel me when I was penetrating her. When we resumed having sex post-birth, I barely felt myself inside her. Truth be told, I’ve never really felt much of women when I’ve been inside them since before that time. My wife and I struggled majorly to get back in sync sexually. I could plough and plough away at her and neither of us felt anything. One night, in what were moments of frustration, she asked me to stop trying because “it’s not working”. And by that, she meant she wasn’t feeling anything. I rolled over, feeling utterly humiliated that I was unable to satisfy my wife, with tears rolling down my face. I hoped that we’d get back to where we were before, but I knew deep down that this was the moment I’d have to accept my shortcomings and deal with it like a man. And for me, this was the turning point where I came to accept, grow and learn to love myself for who I really am.

From one small guy to another: bless you, praise you, and thank you! You give guys like me strength and hope.
No, thank you!

[Captain.Jammer]

Sorry to hear about the issues on Tumblr... I have enjoyed looking through your feed there on several occasion. So it is sad that they have removed your blog.

I agree that their classifications of swim brief pics is totally whacked up. The owner of Tumblr has also been the owner of Flickr and although I have absolutely no nudes on my Flickr account -- just swim brief, bikini, and Jammer pics -- my account and its pics are marked as mature or whatever the term is. Really? Male swimwear is obscene?

But, I am glad you have decided to archive your Tumblr here. You have some great pics, and you are an inspiration!

[Speedo_Dad]

Originally Posted by Captain.Jammer

Sorry to hear about the issues on Tumblr... I have enjoyed looking through your feed there on several occasion. So it is sad that they have removed your blog.

I agree that their classifications of swim brief pics is totally whacked up. The owner of Tumblr has also been the owner of Flickr and although I have absolutely no nudes on my Flickr account -- just swim brief, bikini, and Jammer pics -- my account and its pics are marked as mature or whatever the term is. Really? Male swimwear is obscene?

But, I am glad you have decided to archive your Tumblr here. You have some great pics, and you are an inspiration!

Thank you! I thought I would perhaps avoid the cull but several of my photos/gifs were tagged as being inappropriate, presumably solely due to the type of swimwear. A shame.

[Malcontent]

Originally Posted by Captain.Jammer

The owner of Tumblr has also been the owner of Flickr and although I have absolutely no nudes on my Flickr account -- just swim brief, bikini, and Jammer pics -- my account and its pics are marked as mature or whatever the term is. Really??!

This may explain why my old Flickr account was deleted out of the blue.

[Torchwatch]

In the old days of mail order catalogues when you flicked through someone else's copy it would always fall open at the page showing the naked lady in the shower and also the men's and ladies underwear pages. There is a natural human interest and need to see naked and scantily clad human's of both sexes, supressing that need simply diverts people towards the pornographers.

[Speedo_Dad]

QUESTIONS/COMMENTS: PART THREE

How did it truly feel knowing your wife had slept with several guys, knowing that other men had blown their load inside her and stretched her out?
This question is very personal, and one I assume is designed to get a particular reaction - but, I’ll answer it honestly.

For the 20 odd years of our marriage I never really suspected of her of cheating or had those kinds of thoughts in my head. It was never something I dwelled on. When I found out the full extent of her cheating towards the end of our marriage (just a little over 10 years ago now), I was beyond devastated, mortified, horrified. I loved her, I loved having her, I loved how she was mine. I had this beautiful princess of a wife, a women who was lusted after by many. But she chose me to marry, and I thought I had hit the jackpot. I adored her. I loved having sex with her. Her pussy was my paradise. To find out guys had “blown their load” or “stretched her out”, as you so kindly put it, tore a hole in my heart. Something that should only have been mine (and hers) to use, explore, love and penetrate, had been taken from me. Stamped on, forever ruined.

Following the affair revelations we tried to patch our marriage back up and fix things, which yes involved sex. But every time we had sex following the truth being exposed, I just pictured other men inside her. Bigger men, girthier men. It was a real headfuck too. She had been with larger men, different men, had better sex with other men - but she was willing to work on our marriage? Was I therefore equal to these other men? Did she think I was capable of fulfilling her needs like they supposedly did? Was she thinking of them when she lay back in bed during sex? Was she wishing I was bigger? Can she go the rest of her life without straying again? I felt simultaneously turned on and repulsed by her.

In the end it was too many questions, too much confusion, and after a few weeks of trying we decided to get divorced. It’s not a time in my life I look back on often, or pleasurably. Strangely now though I’m grateful for what happened, because I wouldn’t be the man I am today without those experiences. I’m a big believer in everything happens for a reason.

How would you feel if a hung guy wore your speedos, stretched them out?
Man, what a question! Like the one above, I feel this is designed to get a certain response but I’ll answer honestly again.

I don’t know why a hung guy would end up in my Speedos, but lets say for arguments sake he does. I’ve went to the pool with a buddy and he’s lost his swimwear and I have a spare Speedo, so he borrows that. Right? So when he comes out into the pool he’s so hung that all the women and the men can’t help but notice. What goes through my mind? I'd be jealous as fuck, man haha.

No, but for real I generally wouldn't care. However it’s the emphasis on “stretched them out” - if I put them on next time and they were noticeably baggier, I’d have to throw them away (or start stuffing a sock in the lining!). I don’t think I’d be able to wear that pair of trunks again. I think a part of me would feel inferior to wear them again, but another part of me would just be like ‘fuck it, wear the damn things’.