[sebbie]

Dylan and Josh have both crawled into bed. Dylan especially felt particularly “drained” and beat for some odd reason, but Josh was tired too, after his trip home and long (250-mile) car ride back to campus. Both Josh and Dylan are wearing their sleepwear of choice, plaid, loose-fitting cotton boxers, Dylan’s in a medium Blue and Josh in various shades of gray.

Strangely enough, Dylan is still wide awake, and in his mind he seems to be replaying the events that took place over the weekend. Dylan really enjoyed himself inside the strap and cup and wearing the singlet over. Guys generally don’t easily forget this kind of enjoyment, for some strange reason. I think the reason this stuff gets “glued” into a guy’s brain might have something to do with basic biology. What makes this situation a little different, however, is that in this case, attraction to another person is not an element.

Dylan keeps thinking to himself that if Josh weren’t in the bed in the room right beside him, already he would be up getting into the strap, cup and singlet and see how long he could “tolerate” another round of self-pleasuring. Dylan finds this thought a little weird, but also arousing. The fact that he can’t just get up and do this right now is in itself strangely arousing, and as this stuff rolls over and over in Dylan’s mind, Dylan is starting to feel that pleasant tension in his groin area and particular at the base of his penis. Dylan doesn’t quite know what exactly to make of this. Dylan has had erotic fantasies in the past that led to the same sensations happening, but never quite this way. What is happening now to Dylan is that the erotic fantasy is based on his own self-pleasuring that happened only a few hours ago. The events of the recent past are having an impact all over again on Dylan’s brain and body.

As all of this happens, Dylan goes into a very natural but nearly autonomous response. At first he just touches his penis by simply pressing his fingertips on the underside at the base. “Yup, I am starting to get a little hard” Dylan says to himself, even though he is only wearing loose-fitting boxer shorts. Fortunately, Dylan’s “activity” is hidden under the bed covers, and Josh, if he is awake at all, cannot see what Dylan is doing to himself. The situation Dylan was in with the strap, cup and singlet keeps getting replayed over and over in his mind, almost as if it were a short YouTube ® video that somehow repeats endlessly. As this happens, Dylan starts to grow and get harder and harder. Dylan is now helping the process along in that what started out as just light fingertip pressing has morphed into what at first is gentle stroking. The stroking quickens a little as the tension in Dylan’s penis becomes greater. Dylan keeps thinking to himself that the strap, cup and singlet are fun even when a guy is NOT wearing them, because the events morph into such a neat self-pleasuring fantasy.

Dylan is confused too. Do these events have anything to do with Dylan’s sexual orientation? Is what Dylan is doing to himself and his penis right now the trademark behavior of a gay-leaning jerk-off, or if nearly ANY guy were placed into the same sequence of events over the weekend would end up in basically the same place right now. Dylan has no idea, except to say that this is a concern that pops into Dylan’s mind.

Dylan also wonders that if the strap, cup and singlet were that much fun, what about the other items he bought? What about those Desmiit® swim briefs? What will happen if Dylan gets into those and then “covers up” with the bright lime green Tesla® compression shorts? These accumulating thoughts are too much for Dylan’s young brain (and body) to handle. Dylan just touches the underside of the glans of his now really-hard penis and he starts to shoot semen in a series of powerful contractions. “I hope Josh is fast asleep” Dylan says to himself. “I hope I don’t need to pee after this” he says, realizing that he can hardly jump up and head down the hall to the bathroom right now, given that his boxer shorts are now covered with semen. Dylan, of course, has masturbated to ejaculation in bed before. Any young teen learns techniques for hiding this early on in life. But this ejaculation was really powerful and heavy, creating quite a mess for sure. Hiding what happened from Josh is going to be difficult, if not impossible.

Meanwhile, Bill and Joe have now both made it back from the hall bathroom and into the room. They are both thinking about continuing to wear their singlets and neat-fitting thongs to bed. Pressures and tensions down there which are readily manageable during the day when there are distractions quickly become more powerful at night, when the brain tends to want to focus on the sensations coming from the groin area. That is part of what makes life so interesting for guys.

To be continued…