[sebbie]

At this point, Bill and Joe both faced somewhat of a dilemma, a dilemma made more complicated still by their male teenage bodies filled with male hormones and erections that frequently occur in unexpected or unwanted situations. They had both just done something that for both of them resulted in a degree of excitement, but also in a degree of apprehension.

As any guy knows, penises absolutely love the unexpected and the unknown. In fact, penises love the exact feelings of apprehension and uncertainty that drives guys bananas in their brains. The unknown and the unexpected creates the feelings of apprehension when there is something that involves any body part located in the groin area. This is the combination of sheer terror melded with gloriously wonderful joy that accompanies so many situations that have a sexual component. Let’s just say that college freshmen would still be learning about all of this and how to deal with the two very different psychological experiences at the same time.

This becomes doubly true for Bill and Joe in part because they had not exactly grown up as kids wearing swim briefs on a regular basis, let alone a rather skimpy Solar brief designed as much to show off the male body as for practical swimwear. The kids who grow up doing this pre-pubescent end up entering puberty basically with all but none of this apprehensiveness about wearing swim briefs and how it this will feel on their male body parts. For Bill and Joe, this apprehension is directly related to already being college students with none of these “life experiences” when they were younger. But this same apprehensiveness is part of the energy driving the experience they are about to have in getting into their new suits. How will their bodies respond in this “novel” situation? Will they be able to maintain control of key “bodily functions” as they are running their experiments?

Let me be honest here: there is also a sexual orientation issue floating around in all of this, bubbling along just under the surface. Now Bill and Joe can go back to their dorm room and at the same time try on their new suits, and there is no sexual orientation issue. But what happens if in so doing, either one or the other starts to get a serious hard-on. What if both of them do? What if the situation gets so carried away that one or both of them go right into a powerful ejaculation? What if the two of them explode approximately together? Is this a bona fide gay experience or merely two guys who both have something of a Speedo® fetish in that they both get off by first crawling into and then jerking off in the suits with reckless abandon. Is this all a solo-sex experience or a modified partner-sex experience?

If this happens to Bill and Joe, are both of them still comfortable in their ruler-straight skins? What are these sexual feelings and sensations that have nothing to do with women and girls but keep popping up anyway? Should these kinds of feelings be suppressed, ignored, or treated as if they were simply not there at all? Or, should they be celebrated and encouraged as just one part of what it means to be a real guy with real sexual feelings encompassing a broad not narrowly defined "acceptable" range of erotic activities? This is not an easy question to answer for sure. All of this is at the very core of the apprehension Joe and Bill are now experiencing.

I think I have backed into a major reason why brief-style swimwear is not that popular for many young males. There are terrified of getting into this situation in, say, a gym locker room with their peer teens wandering around. Guys like to maintain what amounts to an unrealistic image that they are always in control of their bodies in all ways including what their penises are feeling and want to do. Of course, this is not true, but guys like to try to maintain the myth anyway. Anything less leads to peers calling labels like wimp, jerk off, socially challenged or worse. Never mind that the peers calling them out are facing nearly the same challenges with their own bodies, and nearly the same apprehension and uncertainty. Some guys deal with their psychological pain by calling out their peers regarding the same issues that are troubling the guys calling them out. This seems really weird, but that is what many guys like to do and that is the way it is!

So, where are Joe and Bill now? Back at the dorm from their classes and entering the dorm room as I write this. Both Bill and Joe’s penises have informed them in no uncertain terms that their respective penises are more than a little apprehensive but still enthusiastic about the situation that appears to be about to unfold. The respective penises have sent clear signals to bill and Joe about this in a number of ways. Joe especially seemed excited at the sporting goods store when he threw the Solar swim brief he found in the shopping cart. He was soon going to be able to act out something he had thought about for a long time growing up, but never had the opportunity to do.

Bill threw his choice in swim briefs into the shopping cart with only a bit less enthusiasm than Joe. After all, Bill had never done this either. He was at least mildly curious too. Well, maybe more than mildly apprehensive

But now the apprehensive part was eating away at both Joe and Bill. What Joe thought was going to be fun to try might end up in an unexpected place that could affect his roommate bonds with Bill. Bill was thinking much the same thing as well. Is this something any “normal" male college roommates would do alone, let alone at the same time in a dorm room? What a question to ponder.

Never mind that both of them were getting signals from their penises that basically were basically looking forward to the opportunity that appeared to be going to happen soon. Penises are funny organs in all sorts of ways. They signal their pleasure with a psychological situation going on in a guy’s brain like this by producing viscous drops of precum. Guys know that this can get weird, as this sometimes pretty much happens on its own. Then there is a funny though quite pleasant feeling sense of tension that frequently overtakes the penis starting at the base of the penis. Most guys enjoy this feeling of tension very much that goes right along with the squeezing out of precum fluid one tiny drop at-a-time. But guys also quickly learn that even though these feelings and sensations are not an erection as such, they represent an arousal starting point that could easily develop into a full-blown erection and then ejaculation.

By the time guys are the age of Bill and Joe, they have learned to ride along with and enjoy these pre-erection feelings for extended periods of time without anything further, or more embarrassing, happening. I call this “riding the wave”. That is exactly what Bill and Joe were doing sitting in class and contemplating what could happen after they got home from class. That is why they were not paying a lot of attention to the lecture. The sensations were just too enjoyable to not focus on them.

These feelings and sensations, the precum drops, the sense of a very pleasant tension in the penis but not yet significant expansion of the penis, of course provide the basic power needed to keep the entire experience going first to erection and finally to orgasm. In solo sex, a lot of guys miss out on a lot of this in part because they are way too focused on getting to the ejaculation part as quickly as possible, possibly to reduce the risk of being “discovered". But a “slow hand” often works a whole lot better (I think there was a song about this) with both a lengthier bit also a much more enjoyable overall sexual experience from start to finish. And guys do not need to have a partner in order to learn how to accomplish this.

Bill and Joe arrive back at the dorm room feeling “horny as hell” and are embarking on a whole new sexual experience as roommates. Where might this all lead? I will let you know!

……..To be continued