[BriefBro]

A while back when I was about 10-12 my family took us to Knott's Soak City. I was a little nervous since I had some chub, but who didn't at age 11ish? I was still insecure. I kind of already knew I liked to look at guys, but part of me was jealous and would checking them out to admire their physique, which I did not have.

At one point I go into a waterslide and notice another guy, about 13-15, a little older than me, is wearing a black 3-4 inch sides speedo that had a white 'belt' around it along with his younger brother and dad. All three just living it up in a speedo out in a water park walking and minding their own business. It was something- like the confidence, the openness, the attitude. I admired all of it. The guy kept going into the water slide, and I also kept going in just to get a glance at the guy every time. He was toned, and fit and was just doing his thing, he laughed a lot and just had a good time of himself.